busy today,
but must must say

TODAY'S NOT DAY FOUR!
HAHAHAHAHHAHAA
i think no one knows what i'm saying
but still...

HAPPY DAY!

met char for dinner as well

okayyyyy
TWO DAYS TO NATIONALS
BEST OF LUCK TO THE GUYS SHOOTING TMR!!!
WOOOOOOSAH.

ohya!
seventh day today last episode!
awwwwww.
the ending wasn't a fairy-tale-like one.
sighhhhh.

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this is day 3.
eeeeeeeyer.
goddamnhell.

anyway,
had our last training today.
if we're not going for any additional shoots after nationals,
it'd be our last last trg le.
kind of sad huh.
well,
left school early,
ard 2 plus to cdans.

was a not bad feeling.
just really need a constant reminder for myself.
everything is going quite well,
comeon team,
all the way! =]

03 more days to nationals.
AND I SIGHTED MY GUN WRONGLY TODAY! OMGOMGOMG
AND I MISFIRED THREE TIMES TODAY!
SIANNNN

okayyy, chill
lesson of the day:
决定放枪永远不会错！
决定硬射一定不会好!

revision for nationals.

1) find the natural stance and alignment.
2) sit into position [hold gun 30s]
3) dry fire!
> consistent action sequence
> smooth triggering
- ONLY WHEN ACTION SEQUENCE IS SMOOTH -
4) start sighting.
> CARD ONE: 5 to 8 shot grouping --> SIGHT
[smooth action sequence, triggering, confidence]
> CARD TWO: 7 shots SSRB
[analysing the position on card]
> CARD THREE: continue card2 or ONE shot on card
> CARD FOUR: lead into competition
5) lead into comp

* SEQUENCE, NOT RESULT.
* FOCUS ON SIGHT ONLY.
* RELEASE GUN WHEN TWO CONSECUTIVE FAR 8 OR 7.


okayyyyy
lorsorh enough le.
dozing off too. LOL
sleeping now!
wake up then study a lil
heh

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don't forget me

today is day2.

i think i'm so silly
hahaha
oh wells.

quite bothered this two days.
this is bad.
i've got many many work to do
i've got training to concentrate for.
and i've got time over this nonsense.
hahh crap.


learnt sth from the show last night!
Te quiero.
iloveyou in spanish!
woooah
haha

never allow someone to be your priority
while allowing yourself to be their option.
this is
self respect

an option is different from an alternative.

okayy.
back to gp magazine.
talking about gluttony.
hahahah

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watching seventh day now.
its so sweet la
but its like so so saddd
can you imagine down with this basket illness?
sth that mutates your cells,
turning them cancerous one aft another.
gosh

5 days to NATIONALS

resumed training today
not bad not bad =]
stay positive,
keep going,
be self conscious!

ohohohoh
went to celebrate mijun's bday as well today
nice to meet them all agn! =D
the good old days


你害我坐立难安!
>:[

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BLOCK TEST IS OOOOOOOVER! =DDDDD

this is the most horrible test i ever had
it had been long since i did this sort of thing
revise ONLY the day before every paper
gooosh

hahahahaha
but well,
i made my own choice.
no regrets!
moreover, it'd be a good motivation!
hohoho

and yes!
I SURVIVED THE HECTIC WEEK PLUS BLOCK TEST!
WOOOOOO!
i think its INCREDIBLE enough.

OKAYYYY
block test over!
next on
NATIONALS!
and then i'd prepare for complete step down!
SECOND APRIL
next THURSDAY
finally got the day right
LOL

today's a day for slacking
sleep and sleep like there's no tmr
even missed to meet char and eil
cos i overslept!
LOL


queer feeling of uncertainty

YES MAN
A HIGHHHHH DAY TODAY

ALTHOUGH
WENT TO SCHOOL
WENT TRAINING
MISSED PLATOON7 OUTING
NOT EVEN HALFWAY THRU REVISION

BUT I'M STILL HAPPY
AND HIGH =DDDDDD

ANTICIPATING TMR
TO MEET THOSE SJ CHIONGSTERS
HAHAHHAHAA
TO PLAY BAHHH
HAHAHAHHAHAA

ALTHOUGH
I'M WORRIED FOR BLOCKTEST.
REALLY.
BUT, NVM BAH
LEAVE IT TILL THEN =X

THREE CHEERS TO COACH!
NO SCOLDINGS TODAY!
WOOOOOOOOSH!

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back from the first training of the week.
shoot for two hours,
talked for two hours.
listened to coach's inspiring speech.

today was a lousy day
its a day that challenged my self confidence.
alot.
never had i experienced this before.
i fear so much that the shot is lousy,
so much so that i dont even dare to pull the trigger.
the greater the fear,
the lousier the shot.
cruel fact.
dammit.
isn't this a factual reflect?
the fear of facing the reality.

nothing is impossible.
its just how badly you want it.

but today i learnt a new thing.
it is just like the way you shoot.

you want to hit the ten ring.
everyone wants it,
who doesn't?
it is how badly you want it,
whereby how much effort you're willing to put into it.
and yet,
as you blindly pursue the perfect score,
you tend to overlook your fundamentals.
and alot other nitty gritty things come into your mind.
these distractions are what differ the best shooter from the rest.

the best one,
is able to be confident enough to aim for the ten ring.
be mindful of his actions,
allow the gun to undergo natural oscillation,
focused and
pull the trigger so smoothly


reflection of the day,
and i swear for a change tmr.

16 days to nationals.
05 days to block test.
04 days to zone comp.


ohoh,
i need to talk abt this pic above.
my bro made it.
its simple, yes.
but i'm really proud of him.
hah.
he made this as coverpage
for a notebook he bought for the entire platoon
including me:D
plus gb phylisia.
she's a funny nice girl:D


i think i'd miss you quite abit.
for the many days to come.
i know,
not a wise thing to do
maybe things wld change all over aft this break?
you'd never know =]

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back from a camp today
BB LTC1.
nothing much to be said..
quite rare eh.
hahahhaa

this also marked the start of my march holidays.
this crucial and intimidating one.
i swear to myself,
ill keep trying,
and never give up
hanging in there.


there's many things that you may know,
fully understand,
yet cant control.
damn.


new phrase of the day!
heard this from the pastor at service today

"everything before the word but,
in a sentence is a lie."
hahahaha

so true yeah?

Labels: =], march

NINE WORDS WOMEN USE

(1)Fine:This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.

(2)Five Minutes:If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.

(3)Nothing:This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine.

(4)Go Ahead:This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It!

(5)Loud Sigh:This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.)

(6)That's Okay:This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.

(7)Thanks:A woman is thanking you, do not question, or faint. Just say you're welcome. (I want to add in a clause here - This is true, unless she says 'Thanks a lot' - that is PURE sarcasm and she is not thanking you at all. DO NOT say 'you're welcome'. that will bring on a 'whatever').

(8)Whatever:Is a woman's way of saying F---YOU!

(9)Don't worry about it, I got it:Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but is now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking 'What's wrong?' For the woman's response refer to # 3.

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loads of rantings need to be done
gosh.

today A levels result out le.
innova didnt do as bad as i expected.
hahahahha!

well,
manythings had been in my mind.
particularly that.

this feeling of uncertainty is weird.
very very weird.
but i do enjoy this interaction.
not extensive, yet emotive.
well,
i do and have to rmb my personal promise.
and it'd just be a form of motivation to keep striving.=]

on another note,
rosalind is dying soon.
i fear march hols.
not only shag.
its CRAZY.
do you have the faith that i can make it thru?



but its rather weird.
not ideal,
i know,
but cant control.
why?

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